Hmmm...

I have been putting off posting because i have not gotten my period yet and typically it would have come on Thursday. However i am completely aware of the fact that this was my first month off and it may be late due to that, so i am doing my best not to get excited over nothing. I did have some spotting which could be a sign of starting or a sign of implantation, but i am leaning towards starting late. (Secretly i hope i am wrong).

As far as testing goes i probably won't even think about it until this Thursday if i still haven't started that would be a whole week late. so i guess we will all have to wait and see. Brandon knows i spotted and haven't started but i told him i will probably start late and he hasn't asked any questions so i figure he is fine with that explanation, i just don't want his hopes getting up for no reason, i will let him know when i am for sure one way or the other.

this waiting game totally sucks!